When rage subsides, only pain is left behind.
The pain of knowing what you did was wrong, and how you went about it made it worse.
This allows you to realize that the calm is never before the storm, and when you get to it, you long for the rain that poured down before you lost your cool, and only the puddles in your mind were left behind.

If an apology is not completely justified, without first being given the same, what should you, what would you do?

In this boat is many-a folk, young, old, and of each gender. Alone are we, but together it seems, if my testimony is not complex enough, ask the passengers to my left, and to my right.

We are the mourning, and the hopeful, we are the spent, and the willing.

If an apology is all it takes, then who would give the first?

But fret not dear readers, of this my story, there is a silver lining…

Will there be another?
Perhaps.
Will the pain subside?
Eventually.
Will your heart heal?
In time.
So don’t worry, the pain and turmoil will subside…
and eventually you will be alright...
I will be alright...
…eventually.